I am officially psychotic.
I'm going out tonight.
I think.
Just for a little while.
I think he needs the space.
I am crazy. Crazy, I tell you. I need to unlearn. I have bad habits left over from a toxic relationship and I hate it. He isn't the same man at all and I know he will never do to me what's been done before, but I cannot seem to remember this ALL the time. I have windows where I am irrational and too nosey for my own good. Why WHY WHY must I do that? It's embarrassing.

Stupid, stupid untrusting girl.

And my boobs hurt. Fucking hormones.